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.. I am a stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it....Tell me a little, just where there will be a door for me to revert to the nights & days,that I had you; I'll take a good care of you, once again... |
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October 12 i keep prayingIf anyone else says a word to you like I used to tell you. If anyone else says to you they love you most in their heart, will you change? I pray that your heart will refuse her words. I pray that other person will not make your heart move. Because I am such a long way away, because I am so far away, I tell you straight from my heart, I am still afraid. And I still worry that real love will perhaps be defeated by closeness, perhaps make all kinds of changes. If someone else takes care of your heart as I did every day before I went far away, or If someone else wants to have you close to her, will you avoid it? pff i only wish that u would avoid it... i love u
October 10 "Can you tell"The earth is getting arid, violently hot at every minute.
The sky is changing color, like a warning of danger.
The birds stop calling, the sea too is quiet and still.
The wind is changing direction, like life is going to be changed.
Everything is being like a bad omen, that had to be confronted with from now on.
Can you tell, just how much time that I have had left,
to improve, so as not to let you walk away from me.
Should there be a way that's sufficient to let you change your mind.
I will accept and do everything,
just only beg to let you and I be like before.
In that pair of eyes' expression, alleged that your heart is cold and numb.
The words that you'd said, alleged that you're going to change..
Some of your symptoms told me, alleging that you're getting annoyed..
Those actions, alleged that you're going to end your love for me.
October 09 "I am just waiting, waiting for the one I dream of"
Choose to give someone my heart, to follow the voice of my heart. Choosing to notice or choosing to commit my love to someone. I can choose to do whatever I want. But I know one thing that I will never possess. I have chosen to wait for the person who has never thought of taking an interest in me. I am just waiting, waiting for the one I dream of. Waiting even though I am afraid of the outcome, although I know you will not come back to me. Waiting...I choose to wait even though I know I will be sad. Even though I know that by waiting for you, I will be hurt. I do not not want to miss you, I do not need worries. Do not want to waste any time, if I keep thinking of you I'll be hurt. I do not want to remember you but I just cannot do it. When my whole heart is waiting for you. From now on, I will wait just for you.. "Give me a chance"I know one day. No matter what I did, it'll be over.
Even one day I have to pain.
Even one day I have to cry.
Even one day I will have nobody.
But today I'd like to ask you something.
Give me a chance to love you again.
I will do everything so that you will change your mind.
The time that remain I will love you all my heart.
I will hug you to let you know how much I love you.
Love... I love you in my every breath.
I'd like to love you as long as I could. But it's too late, it must over... " I'm probably still the same"But I understand that whatever has happened has already passed.
You and I, we have different paths.
To each his/her own, keep only the memory.
Even though it's over, even though you don't love me.
I can't help myself but to think, to dream, of you in my heart.
I let my feelings continue to flutter with the love that it hears in my heart.
I'm going to keep it inside, going to keep it inside always.
My heart hasn't forgotten our image.
The past still hasn't faded.
The good times when you were by my side.
I still remember, so deeply that I won't forget...
I won't let you go
I want you back here, to be hold you for so long For the memories of our past to bring us back together in love. I won't let you go, I'll do whatever it takes. Without you, I don't know how long I can take this loneliness for. I won't let you go, just tell me what it is you want. And I'll do it, anything to make you change your mind. All I want is just you don't love anyone else. But I've no hope that I will be the only one in your heart. I know that it's too late for that now.
I love you so much so that I’m almost worn outGloomy days and gloomy nights.
A World Without YouI Know That You Can Hear The Rhythm Of The Rain
Although We're Miles Apart I Know You Feel My Pain I Try To Be So Strong I Try To Carry On But Since You Left The Sun Don't Seem To Shine My Tears Are Falling On The Words You Wrote To Me
I Wish That Somehow They Could Take Me Where I Wanna Be It Seems So Long Ago You Held Me When I Cried For Now I Just Pretend You're By My Side.. Everything That I Touch Turns To Blue When I'm Living In A World Without You I'm Going Crazy Baby I Am Missing You Can't Imagine All I Go Through When I'm Living In A World Without You I'm Not Alone I Know That You Can Feel It Too I Try And Watch A Movie But You're All That I Can See And In My Dreams I Know I Always See You Constantly But Then The Dream Comes To An End And I'm Alone And Now I Can't Seem To Let This Feeling Go.. Whom shall I cry withYou used to be around every time when tears were in my eyes. You used to be the one who had been holding my hands all along. And you used to be the only one who loved me, and continued to understand me. Having concern over me, and looking after me. You, the only person I love, are running away from me today. You, the one who understood me previously, are not returning to me. Please tell me for once if I were to be in tears, How should I carry on while I am all worn out? Whom shall I cry with if I don't have you around? Whom should I meet while all along you have been the only one? Whom shall I cry with from now on after we break up? I don't want anyone else by my side other than you my dear. If you were not around tomorrow, how would I be walking along? When I am disheartened or under tension, who would turn up and enquire? What should I do as you are probably not returning? From now on there is no way that we will live our lives again like before. Whom shall I cry with from now on after we break up? I don't want anyone else by my side other than you --- just you alone.
it's truly finishedI don't think the love we had was real devotion. It's all over...everything. The place I hoped we'd be became so unclear. When you said goodbye. I'm broken hearted and drifting away, confused. And I still don't believe myself. When I don't 'have you here It might be too much to take. What my heart wants to know from you. I understand that you're finished with me. We are two different people, now. There's still one thing I need. Just one thing I must ask...from you. It's truly finished, isn't it? Can you affirm it? So you can destroy my broken heart. Drive the idea into my head. It's over, isn't it? Help me to get over this all and accept the truth. From now on, I must face the world for what it is. It's not all sweet dreams And I have to learn how I'll stand up and face it. When I'm all alone I just have to accept the awful truth...it's truly finished October 07 reviewBeing with the breeze, being with the star light, being with a lonely heart. Being with the earth, being with the soil, letting the heart go free. Reviewing everything, reviewing every way, the past that we have had. I just feel it now, I just know it now, that with love comes a splitting pain. I want to disappear, I want to be gone, not to let anyone see my face. To avoid the people, to avoid the looks, give my heart some time. To review well everything, to review well every way, the story that was between us. I mostly regret and I mostly feel sorry for what I had to go through. It's already over. There may be nothing left from you, there may be nothing left of anyone, maybe it didn't worth much. It may not be presentable, there may be tears, but I will make an effort to understand. Review everything, review every way, to prepare myself to deal with bad things. I will not be angry, I will not hate, I'll go through this phase. It's already over.
So coldI look at the photos, look at the pictures of you. Even I know though they're only photos of a love I used to have. I feel so bored, so sad, so lonely without you. Since you left, I've been so depressed and worried. But I know it was my fault, it was me that made you leave. So cold, I will die without you and lacking the warmth your love used to bring. All I want is for you to come back. Please come back and love me again. It's only you in my heart, I doubt there's anyone who could replace you. And I have to show you how much I love you, to make you come back.
October 06 "Forgive me one more time"
I feel my time pass soo slow and I feel so terrible. I feel so empty since the day you left. Where are you, how are you? Do you have the same feeling like me? I miss the moment when we were together, I want us to be together again. Forgive me one more time, you are not that evil-minded. If it is not too late, can we both back together again? Forgive me one more time, you are very important for me. I want to tell you that I'm so sad. I want you to know that I'm still love you. The day that we both misunderstood, it's just a small matter. It's not equal to what we have lost. Can you forget it for once?Can we start a new relationship again,if you still miss me. |
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